For those of you going through the 11-11 portal tomorrow here is another collaboration between me and the mystic Victoria Fryer @xanthemakes3 on Instagram. I created the artpiece and Victoria has written this powerful text to be used in tandem for support. The text is continued in the pinned comments beneath this section
“This image is for the portal & as such is not only for twin flames & those who recognise they are in deep soul contract connections, this year we are asked to look at the masc/fem energy within all of us, to find not just balance between them, but to merge those energies & then separate them so that they now have a balance within each.
You will still identify as masc or fem predominantly but the way in which that energy comes through is changed, the masculine softened, a power that is less combative more thoughtful about the need to take action, & the action taken, the feminine less passive, strength from a deep knowing that the power to act is there, infinite abundant & can be accessed at any point. This lends weight to both of their approaches a confidence that is less ego more a shoring up of healthy boundaries & the ability to be adaptable within them rather than caged by them.
The knowledge that though merged they retain the characteristics that define them & tap into that which the other can offer, a sharing that is like the temperance card, the alchemy of the mix that is making something greater. As they separate again they remain joined energetically through cords of light that enable the flow between them, whilst granting the autonomy that is needed to act without codependency.
This is not just learning how to be your own stability, your own safe place & find acceptance of your wholeness dark & light, it goes deeper into where that need comes from & how each of us sees this stability.
What would this unconditional love, acceptance & safety look like, feel like to each individual.
We have the tools within each of us to create that, but often we are hampered by the need to reach for the vision of other more dominant conditioning, the shadows of childhood or more recent past, how you felt you needed to live up to an image that was not, in fact your own. By finding the balance within we are able to see more clearly what it is we are on the path to create & as we do the foundation is laid for the call to service many have felt but couldn't answer from where they were.
This portal energy will support you with unconditional love, allowing you to both explore the masc/fem within you & if in connection with a twin or soulmate, the energy within them & the dance of those energies. This pathway will give you the void space of safety in which to remove any masks & feel vulnerable in your truth, to see & feel the shape of you & what you are becoming together or alone.
That balance of energy within you will begin to feel possible, as you open to the messages of guidance & support from the universe as light codes, signs, song lyrics or anything that moves you, the way forward is made clear the energy welcoming as you release any last remnant of the tethers that hold you separate within & outside of yourself, that keep you from feeling the unity in which you belong.
This journey is not a race, not a competition & those who have leveraged the energy of the portals previously will know the wonderful feeling of flow as you move towards the entry point, as the energy beckons you are given the choice to walk towards or to stay where you are, whatever you choose is right for you at this time.
Note that if you are in connection & one person does not feel called to the portal this is also right for you both. You may access the energy alone & though they will feel an echo of what you do, they will not feel pulled or forced into this experience with you. This is the energy of love & with it acceptance of the fact that even as twin flames you have your own path & your own timeline which will converge when it is meant to. There is no guilt attached to either decision, enter the portal with the mindset of unconditional love & the flow will be even more welcoming.
Be gentle with yourself as you experience all of the feelings associated with the opening, releasing & shedding of outgrown skin, it will not be totally comfortable but it is a process that we welcome because the freedom of stretching once that skin is shed is something longed for.
Breathe into it, lean into the energy of support during the first stage of this journey, then once you feel ready step forward in your truth, the new skin raw & tingling, to feel the shape of the energy within you shifting. The supporting energy around you now will be cradling you, allow it, there is no judgement as you approach this stage.
he masc/fem balance may need work here & you will have the opportunity to look at any imbalance, shadow or block, let all emotions surface, without resistance, cry if you need to laugh move dance feel everything that is offered up to you now, when the shadow emerges welcome it, allow it to be seen felt acknowledged-if this proves to be difficult you will have time to work with it after the portal, shadow work is lifelong & can be incremental at this point just get to a place of acceptance of this part of you & notice the balance shift.
Recognise which energy you identify with as predominantly masculine or feminine (regardless of gender) then feel them begin to dance to move together (twins or those connected will feel this outside as well as within as they relearn the shape of their connection & how the balance affects it). This is a time to be aware of any new sensations messages or signs, they may be subtle so just be open.
As the void space you occupy in the portal, becomes smaller it is to encourage the merge of energies, you may feel a moment of fear as ego steps in to try to keep you 'safe' in the old outgrown comfort zone, this is merely a pause a glance over your shoulder to remember where you have come from, those steps on your path are valid, those lessons needed & you can be grateful for this chance to look back, then turn towards the future you are creating & breathe deeply as you feel the energy merge, the masc/fem blending the edges blur & you are whole within & without. Relax into this & allow anything to surface that needs to, more releasing to make space to allow room to shift & grow. Take a moment to recognise this space within you & then let the merged masc/fem fill it. There will be a feeling of deep peace & love which may be physical or just emotional, there is no right or wrong, just feel & accept all.
As you move towards the next viod space you will feel the pull to separate the energies within, thus is happening as it should you need do nothing, just allow be open & relaxed. Twins or those in connection may feel themselves step back from each other but notice the energy cords that bond you. You are not codependent you have your autonomy & the choice to now work together in a deeper way to answer your call to service.
Those alone will feel a clarity around what their calling looks like though it may not be completely recognisable for a while yet, you will have a recognition of yourself as both whole & part of a unity of consciousness that is the great song, feel the support the love & connection of all & pass it on. As you feel the energy dissipate make time for a rest physically, you may feel elated & want to rush about but it would be helpful to rest & just enjoy the feelings as they rise up within you. Journal or sketch, do something that you enjoy to anchor the experience & share it with anyone you feel able to, you can write or call someone who has also been called to the portal & support each other in the aftermath. All of the things you experience are valid & no experience is greater or less than another, the idea of sharing is to enjoy the diversity which also anchors that acceptance & unity.”
